Thing that Would Make Everything Okay

Transcendence, Psychedelics, and Jesus Christ 

For years, psychedelics were my religion.

All I ever wanted was The Thing That Would Make Everything Okay Forever, the panacea, the cure for what plagued me.  From those first moments when I tasted the earthy pulp of a psilocybin mushroom, it was love.  Psychedelics were my sacrament.  They shot me into cathedral vaults.  The promise of eternal life through chemicals glittered seductively, but hid a yawning abyss.

The Thing That Would Make Everything Okay Forever tells my story of psychedelic devastation and spiritual rescue.  It chronicles my trajectory from acid enthusiast to soul-weary druggie to psychedelic refugee.  I finally found The Thing That Would Make Everything Okay Forever – in the last place I thought to look.

The Gospel Coalition 2024 Book Awards Medalist.

Christianity Today 2024 Book Award Finalist.